today my big unexpectedly told me he was graduating early… graduating by the end of this quarter actually. while i am extremely happy for him and proud that he is finishing college so early, im super sad that it will be even harder for us to catch up with each other after he leaves UCR. it made me ashamed to know that i took for granted the fact that he would always be (in lack of better words) geographically around until i graduated. and its not just him, but i’ve already lost touch with friends that have graduated before me, and it makes me sad that i did not spend more time with them when i had the chance.
it also brought me to the realization that i, myself, am graduating by next quarter and that i should cherish every moment of college before its too late. time really does fly and after college it will be so much harder to keep in touch with everyone, stay up late doing nothing productive, live (for the most part) financially worry-free, grab quick lunches with friends between classes, etc etc. so here’s a written promise to myself to make the most out of the remainder of my college experience.
there’s so much i want to write but i should probably get back to cramming…
but thanks for everything biggie~ (: